After a whole LOT of thinking, I'm beginning to feel like myself again. The past couple of days have been so rough, that I'm so glad its over with. I'm feeling so good and I don't want to have this feeling going away again.
I really need a change. As a matter of fact, I need to change as well. Maybe get out the house more since I'm not working much anymore. Staying home all day/night and spending all my other time dancing or cheerleading gets way to overwhelming. Weird, though, isn't it? I spend most of my time doing the things I love most, but depresses me. I need to stop letting out my anger on LoverBoy...and stopping showing my sadness as anger. Its horrible, and I don't understand how he feels through all of this. I'm so lucky, he's still sticking around. ^__^
I feel another stressful week coming up. BUT, I'm sure I'm able to handle it much better than the last. Our cheer showcase routine is this Friday, as well as Jesse's Birthday. I hope everything goes well.
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